standing up

Hello everyone it has been a while since I posted anything for this blog.
Well to start things off I am finally a senior at BG yeah! Then I ended a sometimey friendship with a guy who doesn't have a clue how to talk to women or be a true friend. I guess his last outburst the other day put me over the edge that I washed my hands of him. So now I treat him as if he doesn't exist and I guess he is trying to act as though he doesn't care but I seen him stare at me all night he is waiting for me to say something to him first then when I don't he will come up to me and say why do you hate me. It is getting so old he whines about it then asks other people if I said why I hate him. First of all I do not hate anyone I may dislike you a lot but I don't hate anyone. I was thinking about people that I would call my friends would I have them over to my home or would I hang out with them after work, or would I have them around my children. There are a few that I would but this person I wuld not, this personsaw me outside of wok at walmart and looked me away like magic. He only said that I was his friend so that he could keep continuing to get cheesecake. He would say little remarks in a way talking down to me or saying things out loud in front of other people to maKe me look crazy or even a stalker. I am mad at myself because I allowed myself to be treated and viewed in that way. I decided to end the farst of the friendship by letting him think I hate him. He will get over it besides he may get his job back at the school he taught at and he won't be at work that much.
In the mean time I will work go to my classes spend time with my family and by thanksgiving I will be in a size 10.
Now that journey I will definately talk to all about that. The size 10 extravaganza will begin August 23!
Until then be blessed everyone.